Hey Viewers

Hello! I know its been a while. And I will be honest, I don't go on the computer for all that long anymore. Usually just to check my facebook and emails. But I will say now what has been going on with me! So, I have been accepted to Lakehead University, and I will be attending this fall. :) I plan to register for my classes on July 11, and am already packing for the move to Thunder Bay! Also, next week Cole and I graduate! His grad is on June 23 and mine is June 24. Its going to be one busy week. I have a mani/pedi with my mom on the 22 and Cole's birthday that day too. Then its Cole's grad and a small party after with his fam. Then its my grad, with a big party afterwards at my house with my guests and some people who couldnt make it to the grad. Then on the 25 its Cole's grad/birthday party with all his family and friends! Haha so I'm going to be very tired by the end of the week. Oh and on the 26th before sunrise, Cole and I are driving down to the beach with some blankets, stuff for breakfast, and coffee, and sitting on the beach making breaky while watching the sun rise! It's going to be amazing. And hopefully that day we will be going to Highwind Lake for a couple days before Staff Training starts at camp and before summer starts. :) I am so excited for it! Anyways, talk to you all later.

Long Time

Hey there people, its been a while since i wrote. I will be honest i kind of forgot about my blog for a bit. It seems like so much is going on. I had my choir festival just a couple weeks ago, and grad is coming up so lots of stuff is going on to get ready for that. and also the last music concert is coming up in a couple weeks, June 2, and every music section is working hard to get ready. its really stressfull. and im trying to make sure i have everything in for university. :S
But today is a happy day! It's my 7month-aversary with COLE! :) this makes me so happy, that we've already made it this far! and it flew by in wat felt like only a couple weeks. and you know wat makes me all the more happier? well the sun is shining, and iv already got a slight tan/burn on my back! which makes me sooo happy! Haha. And plus, this weekend is Abundant Springs, and my youth group is going! its going to be amazing, and i hope the food is good there unlike last time...the food wasnt very good. :P
Anyways, i must be going. I'll leave a song here that i really love.

You Are - Tenth Avenue North

Lord of empty space
You breathe and then create
Before the earth was made
You are
The King of every age
Outside of time and space
The heavens speak Your name
You are
You are

Lord of brilliant light
You separate the night
And everything inside
You are
The One who calms the seas
And every part of me
With just a word You speak
You are
You are.

I give You all of me for all You are
Here I am
Take me apart
Take me apart
I give You all of me for all You are
Here I am
Take me apart
Take me apart

Angels bowing down
Beneath the rushing sound
A voice that thunders out
You are
The one who holds the stars
And the beating of my heart
Exalted above all
You are
You are

(Chorus)

All I am I want to lay down at Your feet 3x

(Chorus)

Relief...

Hello people, so today is my 18th birthday, i have been on the earth fro 19 years thanks to God. :) He brought me into the world and made me into the woman i am now. So, He gave me a birthday gift yesterday. A very big relief. I got my acceptance/offer letter from Lakehead University so i will be going there in the fall. :) Which makes me soooooo happy and i cannot wait for it. Its going to be an amazing experience. Plus, i have Cole only down the street from me at Confederation College. Its awsome. And once we're there we can plan our whole lives! Its very exciting!
I dont know why people make such a big deal out of birthdays, i dont feel any different and i dont look any older. So why make it a big deal, yes it is the 18th year since my first birithday. but so wat, im not doing anything interesting or special for it like some people are. :P laaaaamooo. Anyways..i should get going. just wanted to say that I am sooo happy thanks to God and prayers from the people around me. Especially Cole. :)

Stressssss.

Well hello, so today was a boring but stressfull day. :S yeesh. so choir, it seemed like everyone was asleep or something, then in math, i thought my brain was on overload, plus in english that made my brain explode! Yikes. Then to top it off...jazz was just UGH! no one was able to sing apparently, even some people who have amazing voices and are good at this couldnt get it. and the instrumentalists were having trouble too. :S
And also to add to this stressful post, Cole and his mom have gone to Thunder Bay to check out his school, which he is already accepted to, and to look at the campus and get a tour. Well this sucks for me cuz i applied to Lakehead University, which is 3miles away from his school, and i still havnt been accepted, and he's basically got everything figured out with where he's staying and such. And here i am, not knowing how i'll make enough money over the summer to pay for almost all of the tuition, and where im saying, plus i havnt even been accepted yet!! UGH...im sad to say that im very jealous that everything is going so smoothly for him. and he knows that im jealous. :S
But on a happier note, i have small groups tonight with Linda and the girls, and hopefully that will brighten my spirit.

something to say.

Okay, i know this is my third post today. but i have something to say..well i was reading this book today, called "Faded Denim" about this girl who is a little bit over weight, and all the girls around her including her best friend are thin and beautiful. well this makes her feel really ugly and fat. so her best friend gives her tips on losing pounds. and then she is asked to go to a modeling school(during the summer) for two weeks with this friend, well by the time that happens she has only lost 3pounds and is not happy. so while she's at this school for 2 weeks she is given these tips by all these young models on losing pounds and inches fast. well this works for the girl, but it involves anorexia nervosa and bulimia and over exercising. and all those combined is not good for anyone's body. but at the end of the summer she helps out as a worship leader at a camp and all the campers are disabled, handicapped, or mentally challenged. and this girl realizes that although these young kids have challenges in their lives, they are still happy. and even though she has none of those challenges, she had taken her abilities and her functioning body for granted. and with the help of friends and God, she makes it through her battle, however, her battle was long from over. there was still a constant battle inside even if she was eating right and exercising properly. but knowing that she got through that with God, it makes me feel better about myself, and that if i ever feel like im not good enough, i can turn to God and pray, and i will know that he made me perfect how he wants me to be, and i will try not to change what he has given me. I love God, and i love you Cole...read this and know you have not failed at making me feel perfect. know that it takes more than one person to convince someone of something. :) I love you.

Song For The Broken - Close Your Eyes

We'll scream it loud!
This is our melody; it's time to sing it out
So give us words before we all forget!

This is where I lift my hands and say enough is enough!
So many people are broken and they're not getting up
This is our offering; this is our hope!
This is what we believe in, and we're not giving up

This is our song
So sing out loud a chorus for us.
And it's all too much; I can feel my lungs collapse on me.

Bitter soul why are you weeping tears that fall only for you?

This is our song
So sing out loud a chorus for us
It's all too much; I can feel my lungs collapse on me.

This is my worship; this is my life
To bring hope into this broken world[x4]

This is my worship; this is our worship!

This is our song (We'll scream it loud!)
So sing out loud (Sing out loud!) a chorus for us
It's all too much; I can feel my lungs collapse on me.

New Things

Hey there, starting fresh with my new blog. :) feels better, i think so anyways. Here i am drinking tea, which is quickly cooling off, and i have nothing to say. other than the fact that i am almost out of highschool and starting a new blog was a good idea. i feel that this one suites me better, in the name and url of it. :) i hope you all enjoy my random posts...cuz who knows wat i'll be putting up each day! :P