Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Anything but not everything...

Well..today is my last full day at home. its been a blast, and time has flown by. but..i want to get back to school, and working on my future career. i also want to get back to having time with Cole and working on making our relationship better and closer in Christ.
i pray every day that i make it as a psychologist and that Cole and i will be able to support ourselves, especially when we get married. i pray that i will be able to get a little house to myself so i don't have to worry about not knowing where i will live each school year. i also pray that i will stop stressing and worrying about everything. it always makes my anxiety pick up and makes the stress and worry worse.
i don't want to leave home, but i do at the same time. i want to get back to school..i haven't been in school for a month! its a long time. and i'm getting bored of sitting around and doing nothing all the time except for watching TV series on my laptop. but i will say that i have enjoyed being home a lot. even if i had my wisdom teeth removed and i am still recovering, but i am almost better! having my teeth out has dampened my stay a little bit but i did still have a great time. i just hope that my mouth wont give be any problems now and that i wont have any more surgeries for a long time!
Anyways,

love janie